I missed a fucking chance and I could smack myself right now.
Sometimes I get the desire to leave everything so bad it makes me feel sick. I will do better things and I will prove myself to everyone.
But right now I can’t push myself to do the work to get me grades from exams that don’t matter to me.
I want to travel the world with myself and take photos to amaze the world. Without a-levels.
However my close goal is to stop these shitty panic attacks cause I can’t be independent when these are bringing me down. Being not able to breathe sucks.